I'm back......

Hello people.........or someone who bothers to visit my blogs.......
Been a long time..... I thought I could do this.......blogging that is.....
But I guess I'm so busy n comfy in my routine life that I dont really bother bout pouring out my thoughts on a website of all the places.......
I'm very paranoid by nature, and the thought that so many or mabye nobody will read bout my feelings/thoughts/criticisms/whining.....etc gave me the creeps.....
So I just dint bother.....
Well I guess I'll come by again n write something here......something I want to write bout......but cant for now......or maybe forever.....

Joining formalities

Interesting it took me so long to get into the 'blog' world.
I used to wonder: y do people have blogs? y do they post shit arnd here?
Does ny1 actually read all this??
I guess they do.....that's y u have all the cases coming up against people who dare to say the truth in blogs.
U got so much in u, u feel like ur gonna burst......this is a good way of letting some steam off.....
And also to crib or praise bout ur life......
I guess blogging begins with cribbing bout going-ons in ur life and once people start replyin to ur posts it becomes more of a conversation of wat's goin on in each other's lives.
Weird, isnt it? Others lives r either amazing or pathetic, n u alwez wish u were sum1 else......live their life.....
But it doesnt help......u r wat u r!
U gotta stand up for urself.
If life sucks, deal with it!!
If we try to go down with it.....then therz rarely ny hope to come back....
Nywz, I started this blog, just to crib bout my life occasionally......mayb praise it even sumtimes....
Just to pour my thoughts out......\
Nothin else.....